Terrible day for me and my family:
Everything lined up to warn me about what is to come. Every time it is like a voice calling from heaven: "I will throw as many obstacles as it takes for you to realize what I have prepared for you."
I feel empty, some hope was taken away, some light, some meaning. I feel cynical towards the life.
Somebody said "Nothing matters!" Just a few days ago I had this argument saying "No, it matters, life is composed of chain of moments, cannot skip that."
People we love, moments we live are what matters, what we do and how we do it is what matters, this is what we will be accounted for.
Today I learned that another soul joined the heavens. It joined the heavens because it was accounted for what it was. I live my life and for this life I will be accounted, I need to live it the best I can. No arrogant fool will tell me that "Nothing matters." because it does, God put me on Earth to make the best living I can, this is my destiny and duty. It always seem true that the grass is greener on the other side, and fools get fooled easily. Today, God decided to strike me for my arrogance, put a log on my path, but also God put me on this path to walk and walk I will.