Sometimes I find it so difficult to cope with the reality that I feel like crying. Constant distractions, headache. I cannot concentrate for 15 minutes to write any good code, always issues and unknown. Can't just Network administrators know the network, DB Admins know their Data Bases and programmers their applications. Why some people have to know everything and some are excused from thinking. I feel stupid, really stupid and it hurts because if I were to concentrate on one task, i.e. writing Java code it would be really good, I know it. I loose in this rat-race game of know it all.